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1. its basically safe to say my life is practically fallen apart right now. i drink too much, im not doing so great in school. my mess has gotten me nowhere. i dont even know what i need.i need someone to fix my problem. i need it so bad . i consumes me. im not normal and i hate it. just this thing, w hy cant i be. everything has turned into this.

and everytime i think im better. im cured. that thought comes back. that feeling comes back. the way it made me feel comes back.

and then i remember, oh yeah im insane!