i think. if i looked back at myself
3 years ago. i would have hated what i saw. i would have went on some little rant that I was conforming; I had blonde hair so Im not alternative; i dress semi-normally; I dont worship bands. Music is imperative but all different types suffice.

But. Im happy this has happened. I didnt know myself back then; I was always told what I was. People only knew me for what I achieved and not who I was. This has all come together at exactly the right time. This support base has come together at exactly the right time. My friends make the world go around. I can make the argument that being that person a few years ago defined me, but i dont think it has. If anything its completely hindered me.

But I will never be normal. I will always be an anarchist. I will always be alternative. I will always avoid confrontation and participation of normal events. I will always love my life.