so close your eyes. and kiss me like its our last time.





Welcome to my Nightmare. I think when I opened my eyes to the story that would be told this week thats exactly what words should have welcomed me. Today has been an absolute shocker. Horrible memories came flooding back today, I put on a brave face but havent cried, more sobbed that hard in forever. It aches from their to my stomach to my head and then I get a shiver. Cause thats the worst feeling in the world actually. Definitely is. Correct me if im wrong, i'd rather be jabbed in the spleen.

But I saw my future today. That filled me with a little bit of warmth. Thus, the lump of the week is not finished yet. After tomorrow, we'll see how content i am.